I don’t know what it is about you that makes me so happy. I don’t know why I would love to let you go, but I can’t. I don’t know why I feel compelled to text you good morning, and beat you to a goodnight. I don’t know why I feel like you’re the first person I should contact when I wake up. I don’t know why you’re always my first choice. I don’t know why I can tell you absolutely every detail of my life without being afraid. I don’t know why I want to understand you so much. I don’t know why I care. I don’t know why you’re the only one I never know what to say to. I don’t know why you have such an effect on me. I don’t know why I care so much. I don’t know why I want you to care so much. I don’t know anything when it comes to you, and I don’t like it. Please get out of my head. I can’t stand not knowing what’s next. I can’t stand the thrill, or being on edge, and not knowing when to run, or when you’re going to surprise me with words. I hate it. I hate you, but I love you. Please, just go away. I want to be happy in ways that don’t involve you. I just want to get over it.
You’ve taught me and showed me many things. You’ve taught me I can love, that people can care about me. You showed me the feeling of being in someone’s arms when they mean the world to you. The feeling of compassion. So many wonderful things. Thank you for that. You’ve taught me how to kiss and the true meaning of missing someone. You’ve also showed me that people break promises, that people don’t always hold true to their word. You’ve taught me that you can love someone more than anything in the world, yet hate them just as much. That just because someone says something, that doesn’t mean it’s true. You’ve showed me how bad it hurts to have the guy you use to love, push you away and treat you as if you are worthless. You’ve showed me wonderful things just as well as horrible things. I do thank you for both. You’ve now prepared me for the harsh world I am entering. People who say they care, but don’t always. Thank you for teaching me.
when you think you’ll never met anyone like him, or i’m never going to get over him, just think about how many people you have meet in your life. now think about how small of a proportion that is to over 6 billion people. i think there is someone out there that is perfect for you, just don’t lose your hope.
There are 6 billion people in the world, of those, there is at least one for you. Maybe you'll meet in a quaint, little coffee shop, or your favourite book store, maybe on the other side of the world.. No matter what, there is someone out there for you just like you are looking for them.
i might have to wait, i’ll never give up, i guess its half timing, and the other half’s luck. where ever you are, when ever its right, you’ll come out of no where and into my life. and i know we can be so amazing.